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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning,
And company doesn't always mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open,
With the grace of an adult,
Not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight,

After a while you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden
And decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure,
That you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
And you learn and you learn,
With every good-bye you learn.

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Monday, February 06, 2006

-_-

For the past few months, alot of things happend and I'm not sure if they were the neccessary experiences I need during this time of growth.

I feel like I'm wasting time doing pointless things that will get me no where in life. I often live for the moments than for the future. Spend all the money on materials, skipping class, going out every single night. I look at my best friend and her hardworkingness amazes me and disguest me. you nerd, how do you do it. I look at a book and i'm ready to close it.

NY was hot, da hottest trip ever. Bi- Rain's concert was nice. He's only 23. Wow. and He has come THIS far. Pictures next entry. Went to 2 lounges/clubs in NY and let me tell you something, NY men are alot different than MD's boyz.

Props to Mary Maaaaa and Mylone hahahaha. Both were puking n drunk enough to go home with strangers. Mylone's azz is crazy, she lacks what I have alot: Shyness. The only thing I bought from china town was 30 dollar worth of beef jerkey.

Ken Oak's cello performance was just absolutely mesmorizing and sexy. I fell in love with him and his music that night, and fell out of it when I personally met him couple hours later. Totally disappointing. There were so many things I'd like to know but he was so drunk. Someone whose that amazingly talented can be so..... Nevertheless, his musical talents will carry him far.

makes me wonder how far me and piano will make it, with our 17 years of marriage.

anyhow, Valentine's coming up, who wants to throw up? I CAN'T WAIT.

MAKE YOUR TIME FREE FROM THIS FRIDAY- CLUB AAQQQQUUUAAA

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